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melissa shook

Purgatory

Now her feet cause problems, too.
Silent, head bent,
she shuffles slowly,
on calluses so painful
she slits the tops of her shoes
and walks on gauze.

Ten years ago dogs barked 
in Angelica's ears 
as she lay tossing 
every night in the dark. 
She'd beg me, a counselor, 
to make them stop,
take away the men who cursed
in her head.
"I hate them
bad words." (schleroderma)

Thin to near bone,
pale brown skin 
tightening over mask face,
disease pulling 
delicate fingers into claws.

Published in Rive Gauche